"LoveHate" by Monnee, 16 | Newest Light

I gave you everything I had,
I risked everything for you to not get killed by my Dad.
I kept it 100 with you,
But all you did was play me for a fool.
You always told me I was your baby girl & you’d love me to the very end,
But now I just want to forget the entire world.

I forgive you,
But I can’t forget…it hurts
I really LoveHate you.

You were such a disgrace always leaving black and blue,
I tried to play it cool,
But I think everyone knew it was you.
In the end, you always said that you were sorry and you’d never do it again,
I believed you,
But it was never to end.

I forgive you,
But I can’t forget…it hurts
I really LoveHate you.

When I needed you to lend a hand,
You’d said to let ya know.
But you weren’t there.
I tried to leave and I couldn’t stand when you wouldn’t let me go.

About Monnee: "My name is Monnee and I’m 16 years old, I am here at NWP to work on many things. This picture reminded me a lot about a past relationship. I picture myself as the leaf and the raindrop as many things that bothered me such as the abuse emotionally, verbally, and physically and all the stress. But as soon as I let the raindrop go as in as soon as I let him go I’ll be okay."